Celia´s Grave

Celia´s grave is the place where I have the feeling that I can still do something for her.  To plant flowers on her grave or to put little hearts and all kind of knick knacks on her grave makes me feel that I can still somehow show her my love ... If Celia would be with us I would have bought her so many things and now if I buy stuff for her grave it just gives me a warm feeling...

Her grave is a place where I feel very close to my daughter. If her little windmill turns in the wind I feel like it is a sign from her... like she is playing with it... One day I found a little feather right in the middle of her grave... it looked like an angel had lost a feather from his wing...

Finally beginning of January this year  Celia´s stone was ready and it felt like another part of our journey through the grieving process had passed us... I´m glad that Celia´s last place is now somehow finished ...

Christmas 2001

Our first christmas as a family... we had pictured it so different....

Christmas eve we went to Celia and brought her our presents... Her christmas present was a little suffed teddy bear and the